Knife Tip, Her Fight and Under Control ( Trigger)

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Knife Tip, Her Fight and Under Control ( Trigger)

Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Thu Jul 01, 2010 4:08 pm

Knife Tip
She comes home with tears in her eyes
She got in a fight with Kate
Moms working like always
Shes tired of all the bull
Just a few weeks earlier one of her best friends slit her wrist
She did it to kill herself but it didn’t work
Dawn wanted to die
She felt as if no one cared
She took a knife to her wrist
But she didn’t die
All she found was a new friend
As she pushed the tip of the knife
Down on the wrist
She felt something that she hasn’t felt in sometime
She felt alive
With the warm blood flowing
And her heart a beating
She want to a place that she wished she could always be in.
7-9-07
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Her Fight
She has fought a good fight
But no one knows its a battle on the inside
And on the outside
Many have seen the marks
They didn’t know a thing she’s been at this for many years
Giving her many lies to say
Sometimes its the cat got me
And others its a simple i don’t know
They don’t understand
But why would they
There are three reasons why people don’t ask
They don’t want to deal with it
They don’t see the aftermath
Or they know what its like to only want peace
No money or fame could change their out look
Money could help oh don’t get me wrong
But money doesn’t buy happiness
She popped some pills
And the pain stayed
She tried to drink herself happy
Only to wake up with a killer headache
Nothing seemed to help
It took braking down
And running to the only person
That could save her from herself.

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Under Control
She thought that she had it under control
She would only harm every once on a blue moon
When she did it last week it really wasn’t that big of a deal
But this week is a different story
She wants to do it so bad so
She thinks to herself
Maybe if i just make a few cuts things will be ok
Boy was she way off
Last week it was about 50 cuts and a big fat and ugly on her hips
This week it was about 15 on her arms and about 100 on her belly
She hasn’t done it that bad in a long time
What was she thinking when that razor cut her skin
She'll never tell
Because she doesn’t have the words to say
And that’s what got her here in the first place.

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Post by Guest on Thu Jul 01, 2010 9:34 pm

I love you so much. I read these poems and it makes me sad to know that you ever felt this way, but then I am reminded that you are on the awesome road of freedom and it makes me happy to know that you are starting to realize you are better than the blade Smile I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much Very Happy

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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Thu Jul 01, 2010 10:04 pm

Invisibly Scarred wrote:I love you so much. I read these poems and it makes me sad to know that you ever felt this way, but then I am reminded that you are on the awesome road of freedom and it makes me happy to know that you are starting to realize you are better than the blade Smile I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much Very Happy

I Love you so much too .... and youve helped me get to this point so... THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !!!!!! Basketball

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Post by Guest on Thu Jul 01, 2010 10:17 pm

Welcome love, always Smile

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