Last Time (Trigger)

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Last Time (Trigger)

Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Thu Jul 22, 2010 4:47 pm

Last Time
As she holds the blade
She tells herself
This is the last time
But the thing is
Is that this will not be the last time
She has told herself the same thing
A hundred and one times before
And a hundred and one time before that
She wants to stop
But feels as if her cuts say
What she cant
If only she could find the words
And the way to talk to people
For the longest time she tried not to talk
Maybe she forgot how
Not to talk
But how to put her feelings into words
The last time she says
Maybe just maybe this time
She will stay true to her word

* It hit me as I was typing this up that it took me almost two years (12/3/09) it get to this point and Im still fighting to stay this way.

~~ He bled for You ~~
Beauitful Disgrace

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Re: Last Time (Trigger)

Post by Guest on Thu Jul 22, 2010 4:57 pm

two years is better than three. And you are doing a fantastic awesome and wonderful job of beating it hun. I"m proud of you!


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