The Road to Fatness *May Trigger*

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The Road to Fatness *May Trigger*

Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Wed Nov 03, 2010 10:38 pm

The Road To Fatness

Looking down at the plate of food felled up enough for three people
She tell herself this is your what you get
This is your punishment yet your safety net
While running away from the blade she ran to food
She went from one end of the road to the other
Not enough
Or way to much
Looking in the mirror tonight
She sees some marks that weren’t caused by a blade or lighter
They are caused by food … to much food
She thinks of the blade
Not because she wants that high
But as a form of punishment
A way to remind her to watch what she is taking in
Holding a marker writing and drawing
What she really wants to do with a blade
She wonders when is this road going to end.
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Post by Steph on Fri May 06, 2011 8:57 pm

Thanks for sharing Momo. Food is another thing that will control us if we let it.

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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Fri May 06, 2011 11:09 pm

It dose and Im sad to say that I did and still am running to food, i hate it.I hate that I have allowed myself to get into another trap. I ofter wonder what one is worse the food or the blade Sad

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