Was I Lying....Even To Myself?

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Was I Lying....Even To Myself?

Post by AshleighJoy on Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:28 am

So I think I've been lying to everyone and myself. Yes, I believe in God and accept Jesus Christ as my personal saviour but, I don't think I've really been a Christian. I think I've been faking it for quite sometime. I thought it was legit but I've never heard God speak to me (that I know of) and don't even know what to listen for when I ask Him to. I don't understand any of this "Christian Walk" thing none of it is making sense to me anymore. I've heard people say they've seen a significant change in me yet they still don't let me go, there's always a hinderance in the way. Maybe they just tell me what I want to hear? Maybe I do the same, maybe I even tell myself things I want to hear? I don't know anymore.....this whole being Christian thing is kinda confusing and kinda getting old. Like I pray and stuff 'cause it's just a habit now and I read my Bible at church but, that's it. I tried doing daily devotions but didn't get anything out of it like if God really wanted us to seek after Him couldn't He help out a bit? It's not like I haven't asked for these things such as faith, desire, closer relationship with Him idk.......sorry about all this I've just been doing a lot of thinking after talking with Amy (youth leader) tonight.
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Post by Broken-Life on Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:57 am

Praying for you sweetie. I love you and here if you ever need me. Xxxx

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Post by Survivor2010 on Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:02 pm

UMMMM......wow?? i really don'y know what to say but i will pray for you hun. I have been in that situation before. This must be like really uber challenging for you. See when I entered that situation I sought out God even more. I even sat and concentrated on the silence.
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Post by AshleighJoy on Mon Jul 25, 2011 10:44 pm

Thanks girls, means a lot Smile <3
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Post by Guest on Tue Jul 26, 2011 1:57 am

ok welll......i have totally been in this situation before and i just prayed and i also fell away from god like i just didnt want anything to do with god i would go to church out of habit but i never listened to the preacher or anyone else for that matter but when i got pregnant everything kinda changed like for me i had to open myself up to god and let him in more and more each time i prayed i was opening myself up to him i guess by opening myself up i mean surrender and alot of times i prayed for god to just break me break my spirit and make me the way he wanted to make me im not perfect at all i still struggle everyday but i just keep praying....and the hearing god thing sometimes its hard sometimes im not sure its god "talking" to me until i go and either read the word or talk to someone else about it and then i know its a god thing.....hun when u r feeling like this maybe you should just go into a quiet room and pray and tell god how u r feeling im prayin for u sweetie!! Hang in there it gets better!! ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))

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Post by AshleighJoy on Tue Jul 26, 2011 10:33 pm

Thanks Felicia! It's super annoying but, I'll get over it.
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Post by Guest on Wed Jul 27, 2011 12:53 am

This too shall pass....leaning on god even when we dont feel like it is very hard i know....but its sooo worth it in the end love ya hun!!
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